Thursday, March 3, 2011

I hate to be repetitive but...


This motherhood thing really is that amazing.

The moment I gave birth to Avery, I thought to myself...wow, I don't know how it's possible to go through that experience and not believe in God. Each day since, that same feeling has been exemplified.

I cannot believe it's already been over a month. I have cherished every moment and love "experiencing" Avery every day.

Avery had her "1 Month" doctor appointment earlier this week and now weighs 9 lbs, 9 oz.! She is my growing girl and changing everyday.

Sunday was the first day I was officially "projectile vomitted" on but couldn't help and just laugh. Well, I laughed only in hindsight of it all as I first needed to make sure Aves was okay! Of course, motherhood brings a new element of worry (as if I didn't worry enough already before) but I only see it as a challenge to myself to learn to face my constant fear and worry about EVERYTHING and instead...embrace life! Embrace the moment. Which so far, seems to be the rewarding lesson I have been learning throughout maternity leave.

Each day, I try to prep myself for the return to work and feel confident I can do it! I know it will be a hard transition but one worth prayer and trust that it will serve as a good balance for me and my family. Besides, I have amazing friends who have already gone through this life transition and know they will be there for me to offer words of comfort. To think...I missed my bulldogs while at work. Boy oh boy.

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