Do you ever find yourself pulling up to work and thinking..."how did I just get here?" Meaning...you literally cannot recall your drive in because your mind was in a million different places? Shoot, did I stop at all stop signs?...did I shut the garage? ...did I use my blinker at the necessary times <---(haha, who actually does that except me anyway??)
That would be a good description of this work week for me. Granted, I haven't been on complete auto-pilot but while sitting here checking in with my piece of the Google pie, I find myself saying "what just happened?"! It was an intense yet PRODUCTIVE work week but truthfully, has left me emotionally exhausted. These days I have much more energy and feel wired by "bed time" but oddly enough, the exhaustion catches up to me and sleep alone cannot "fix" it. Instead, I hit the "wall" head on and choose from the pregnancy buffet options of crying, yelling, or taking it out on the hubby! Okay, kidding about the last part. I love him too much. BUT these wall collisions are always a good time to remind him that he "just doesn't understand me"...haha, I just cracked myself up!
Don't get me wrong, I love busy work weeks and love busy days and love busy moments. Well shoot, I hope the Blog Gods don't read too much into this post (pun intended) and take away my busy-ness...but it wouldn't feel right to not let out some of the thoughts that got trapped during the rush of the business world week!
It occured to me today that I haven't felt such a "crossroads" in my life since I graduated from college. I'd like to think I do "well" with big life decisions but you would think that by now I know to just say my genunine prayers and wait for guidance. If only I did well with waiting. After college, the main question was WHAT career will I dive into? Now, after years in the working world, in a career I LOVE, I am realizing just how much trickier it can get. Incorporating a family at home while you are away. It will be a learning process but it will evolve just as it should. Just as my choice to leave Cali and head to Ireland oddly enough, led me to the man of my dreams. ...so maybe I just take a deep breath and know these significant decisions ahead may even be made for me.
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